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losing peace

What does it mean for something to be perfect in one corner of the world and completely broke in another? I sometimes wonder if any good luck can be without causing someone else bad luck but the theory of multiple realities is true, it must not mean anything for anything to be true.

Do we all struggle for our own community or for every community and what does it mean to fight for every community? Does it mean no peace ever? For peace in the world, you lose all your mental peace? Or for mental peace, you stop caring about world peace?

I often do wonder what it means to be living in places where life is not guaranteed. How do people motivate themselves to keep working and keep going into things? Seems silly but what if that’s the only way to keep hope. What if it’s all those people working towards these things and hoping that’s keeping us from total annihilation. What if all that’s keeping everyone from using nuclear weapons is a fear of really fucking up the equilibrium of sad hope.

by ghazal on 11 july 2026